Stand still before the window, look down at the Changchun under epidemic situation, the entrance door that sees lock only, fragmentary car, cordon that pulls... what solitary and stand is lonely, hitting this spring that ought be dimpled to illume, I long to be able to defy serious illness, span the hedge of epidemic situation and family member photograph get together, search a long-unseen spring breeze...
伫立窗前，俯瞰疫情之下的长春，只看到紧闭的大门、零星的车辆、拉起的警戒线……孑然而立的孤寂，侵袭着这个本该被笑靥点亮的春天，我渴望能对抗病魔，跨越疫情的藩篱与亲人相聚，寻一缕久违的春风……
How many day and night, yearning for each happily forthcoming tomorrow. The concussion of epidemic situation was broken undoubtedly so mediocre and unambitious good however time. The mother works in drugstore, pay is meager, but she is happy in green Www.0279.NeT among them, total joking move says he is " half doctor " . The message that home town epidemic situation comes over once more, the heart that gives everybody is brought inflict heavy losses on. Sigh sigh, scared or is regretful, already became the reality that tentacle can reach.
多少个日夜，平凡而幸福地渴望着每一个即将来临的明天。疫情的冲击无疑打破了这样庸碌却美好的时光。母亲在药店工作，工资微薄，可她乐在绿色Www.0279.NeT其中，总戏谑着称自己是“半个大夫”。家乡疫情再度袭来的消息，给每个人的内心都带来重创。叹惋、恐惧抑或遗憾，都已成为触手可及的现实。
I worry about maternal safety, but she does not wish to quit the job, weighing his is to be " protect the people's livelihood " and " keep small home " . She did not defend the garment, I can lie between plastic cloth to see her wear the form of white unlined long gown only. Probably this clumsy and simple isolation can make her heart is installed at least. I am anxious, only by this bar between feeble plastic cloth can isolate again what, then I search her, be measured by what extend in aperture first lukewarm gun awe, even if is me, she also should measure Wen Houcai carefully to make me current.
我担忧母亲的安全，可她不愿放弃工作，称自己是为“保民生”和“保小家”。她没有防护衣，我只能隔着塑料布望见她身着白大褂的身影。或许这拙劣朴素的隔绝至少能使她心安。我担忧，仅凭这柜台之间单薄的塑料布又能隔绝什么，于是我去寻她，先被缝隙里伸出的测温枪震慑，即便是我，她也要仔细测温后才让我通行。
Special period, she needs to send medicine to come from door to door. I cannot bear see she is such, put forward to want to be headed for together with her. She refuses because of danger at first, but those who be unable to dissuade me is obdurate, acquiesce, a few times 3 ground remind me to do good preventive measure and alexipharmic work. Just met that day heavy snow, my rub is worn the both hands with red aspic, flounce off the snowflake of full Fu on eye cilia, the sincere feeling of the bosom is hurt when part feels quite. We are awaiting Chun Nuanhua to leave, greet Lai Feixue to enter a bosom only however.
特殊时期，她需要挨家挨户送药上门。我不忍见她如此，提出要和她一同前往。她起初因危险而拒绝，但拗不过我的执拗，勉强同意，几次三番地提醒我做好防护措施和消毒工作。那天恰逢大雪，我搓着冻红的双手，挣脱眼睫上满覆的雪花，颇有几分感时伤怀的情愫。我们等待着春暖花开，却只迎来飞雪入怀。
The mother is gazing at me, she sees the corners of the mouth that I hang low through guaze mask it seems that, the head that she thinks and strokes me euqally gently once upon a time embraces me to enter a bosom again, but she just extended a hand to begin to hesitate, final after many struggle or silent move drops a hand. She asks, cold? That sound resembles passing through below guaze mask like barren and narrow clough, depressing and hoarse, be cut off by rare airy, heavily is hit on my heart. I shake shake one's head, for the medicine in bag of her check the amount, polybag is fastened pensile, attrition is worn garment horn rustle makes sound. I think of a word, imagine crock aid world. Be such in the main. We walk along a street to string together alley, hang medicine careful and meticulously on each door handle. The body by generous package, choke nearly, stair falls on even hard land, breathe repeatedly cautious. I am unthinkable the personnel fighting epidemic disease of front is borne everyday what kind of tired, but they are standing fast, do not divide caressing this city day and night... I am in a long time stands still below the limb of withered wood of one individual plant downstairs, lose ground calls the spring of loss. The mother says, hope withered wood of this individual plant also can be on this land new coruscate opportunity of survival. I think spring just comes late, then wind of at one's convenience blows the hair silk that is caught by sweat dip before arbitrary specified number, although this spring breeze is small cold.
母亲凝望着我，她似乎透过口罩看见我低垂的嘴角，她想和从前一样轻抚我的头再拥我入怀，可她刚伸出手便开始迟疑，最终几经挣扎还是沉默着放下手。她问，冷吗？口罩下那声音像穿越贫瘠而狭窄的深谷般，沉闷沙哑，受到稀薄空气的阻隔，沉重地打在我心上。我摇摇头，替她清点袋中的药，塑料袋被系紧悬挂，摩擦着衣角沙沙作响。我想到一个词，悬壶济世。大抵就是如此吧。我们走街串巷，小心细致地把药挂在各家门把手上。身体被厚厚包裹，几近窒息，还要艰难地上下楼梯，连呼吸都小心翼翼。我无法想象前线的抗疫人员每天背负怎样的疲累，但他们坚守着，不分日夜地呵护着这座城市……我在楼下一株枯木的枝干下伫立良久，失落地呼唤迷失的春天。母亲说，希望这株枯木也能在这片土地上重新焕发生机。我想春天只是来迟，于是任凭风吹乱额前被汗水浸染的发丝，尽管这春风微寒。
Shi Tiesheng says: "Spring is the season of be confined to bed, otherwise people finds not easily of spring cruel with longing. " the peach blossom in some day courtyard cries out can arbitrarily an extremely abundant the awaken of spring, the ground like the limb miracle of withered wood bursts a new bud. Some day, I can say haughtily, oneself contributed meager strength during epidemic situation, fight epidemic disease, I am in. We will see the awaken of spring that emerges like tidewater in rapture eventually, it is give a dinner of welcome of her give a dinner for a visitor from afar with the attitude of peach blossom in spring breeze.
史铁生说：“春天是卧病的季节，否则人们不易发觉春天的残忍与渴望。”有朝一日院里的桃花会恣意地呐喊出无比盎然的春意，枯木的枝干奇迹般地绽出新芽。有朝一日，我可以骄傲地说，自己在疫情期间贡献了微薄之力，抗疫，我在。我们终将在狂喜中望见潮水般涌来的春意，并在春风中以桃花的姿态为她接风洗尘。