The eye of the grandma still was closed finally. I also see the eyes that is less than grandma affection again.
奶奶的眼睛最终还是闭上了。我再也看不到奶奶慈爱的眼神了。
That day midday, our family is surrounded in sickbed edge, standing silently, staring the countenance of the grandma. Clear remember a grandma complexion is cadaverous at that time, one face is clammy, however she does not think —— of try to show happyness when one is sad make us too sad. The grandma with terminal cancer already was proclaimed by the doctor ” of “ capital punishment, this day came so. Too fast! I cannot be accepted.
那天中午，我们一家人围在病床边，默默地站着，凝视着奶奶的面容。清楚记得奶奶当时面色苍白，一脸病态，却强颜欢笑——她不想让我们太伤心。癌症晚期的奶奶已被医生宣告“死刑”，这一天就这样到来了。太快了！我不能接受。
That one season is autumn, autumn wind rustles. Not be the “ that people says fall October ” , the tree that with a rustle quivers in autumn wind of so bleak and chilly —— is in my eye, tumbledown leaf. Blast passes, huang Xie falls again on sere branch, break up along with wind roll, orphaned and helpless, unmanned make inquires, be attributed to dust. In my little eye, if the grandma is cultivated, serious illness is like wind, leaf is indicative life. Leaf waves pieces fall, representing life little to elapse. There had been a few leaves on “ tree I think ” pathetically.
那一个季节正是秋季，秋风瑟瑟。不是人们说的“金秋十月”，在我眼中是那么萧索——秋风中瑟瑟发抖的树，摇摇欲坠的叶。一阵风过，干枯的树枝上又落下黄叶，随风翻卷，孤苦伶仃，无人问津，归于尘埃。在幼小的我眼里，奶奶如树，病魔如风，叶子象征着生命。叶子一片片飘落，代表着生命一点点流逝。“树上已经没有几片叶了”我悲哀地想。
The grandma cannot have talked, she did not have even talking effort. Can turn constrainedly only first, look at homeward person —— with eyes one by one this is the words of the deceased with final grandma.
奶奶已经不能说话了，她连说话的力气都没有了。只能勉强转着头，用眼神逐一望向家人——这就是奶奶最后的遗言了。
Grandma one by one looks at homeward person, grandfather, aunt, father, elder sister and I. The grandma says her final words of the deceased with the eyes. What grandma head turns is very slow, knowing is to stem from be reluctant to leave, still stem from body to decline, so grandma “ bites full marks / of enjoin ” very careful. The grandma looks to the middle of the eye when the grandfather it is ashamed completely with do not abandon, hoping to be mixed to aunt is to be reluctant to leave completely in the eye when father with gratified.
奶奶逐一望向家人，爷爷，姑姑，爸爸，姐姐和我。奶奶用眼神说她最后的遗言。奶奶头转的很慢，不知是出于留恋，还是出于体衰，所以奶奶“叮满分/嘱”的很仔细。奶奶望向爷爷时眼中满是惭愧与不舍，望向姑姑和爸爸时眼中满是留恋与欣慰。
I cannot forget the grandma looks at the eyes to I and elder sister forever.
我永远忘不了奶奶望向我和姐姐的眼神。
Look when the grandma to us when, in her eyes the rest of have infinite affection and tenderness only, corners of the mouth appears to go up slightly raise. The grandma is looking attentively at us so. We also are looking attentively at her, breathed. From inside grandma eye, I numerated if she wants to say to me: Want to learn well, family win honour for should is after be brought up oh if …… and she enjoins me at ordinary times same.
当奶奶望向我们时，她眼神中余下的只有无限的慈爱与温柔，嘴角似乎微微上扬。奶奶就这样注视着我们。我们也注视着她，无声的。从奶奶眼中，我读出了她想对我说的话：要好好学习啊，长大后要为家人争光哦……与她平时嘱咐我的话一样。
I cried. Tear shed one face.
我哭了。眼泪流了一脸。
The eye of the grandma still was closed finally. The eyes that I also cannot see she is fatherly again.
奶奶的眼睛最终还是闭上了。我再也看不到她慈爱的眼神了。
On the tree outside the window last Xie Ye waves fell.
窗外树上最后一片叶也飘落了。
Nowadays, the grandma already died old, but I still cannot forget the grandma looks at the eyes to me immediately before one's death, the sort of affection and tenderness. Every time when I remember a grandma, that eyes is met from distant spatio-temporal in pass through before my, bring me the memory with that bleak autumn.
如今，奶奶已去世多年了，但我仍忘不了奶奶临终望向我的眼神，那种慈爱与温柔。每当我想起奶奶时，那眼神便会从遥远的时空中穿越到我的眼前，带给我那个秋季萧瑟的记忆。
I often remember that distant eyes, recall that fall, the leaf waves pieces fall. Even if years passes, that distant eyes also can be accompanied forever beside me company of —— Yiru grandma is beside me same.
我常常想起那遥远的眼神，想起那个秋天，树叶一片片飘落。纵使岁月流逝，那遥远的眼神也会永远陪伴在我身边——亦如奶奶陪伴在我身边一样。
Return to the roots, it is to be able to change nourishment, grow for leaving generation. I am certain this!
落叶归根，是会化成养料，供下一代成长的。我坚信这一点！(文/张子奥)