Early morning, the mist in hill is not complete still abreaction, the first sunshine is carefree in the sea of clouds still soporous, fresh and green leaf cheated a mist, there is the manna that was not about to drip on end, the cock of the village has not heralded the break of day, I been wrappinging around appearance, borrowing glass to sneak away incoming light, begin gropingly, arrange the luggage that goes to school today.
清晨，山里的雾还未完全消散，第一缕阳光还在云海里悠闲酣睡，青翠的叶子蒙上了一层薄雾，末梢上挂着欲滴未滴的甘露，村里的雄鸡还未报晓，我已经披着外衣，借着玻璃溜进来的光，开始摸索着，整理今天上学的行装。
The bang in Pi of the “ in the hearth of out ” ground is burning careless lever, maternal stoop is worn waist, add into noodle in the water toward boiling. Just ground of ” of murmur of murmur of “ of the ability in boiler is effervescent, at the moment rapid and quiet to come down. The mother is busy the kongfu that taking the advantage of the water boil such as at the moment, ” of Ca of Ca of Ca of face about “ has cut the dish part of a historical period that just selected in the ground, vacate a hand to take out two bowls from cupboard again, “ crash is become when crash ” , recrudesce lid, put dish and salt, agitate adds up to agitate, very fast, give the scale is contained in the bowl.
外头的灶台里“噼里啪啦”地燃烧着草杆，母亲佝偻着腰，往沸腾的水里加进了面条。刚刚锅里才“咕噜咕噜”地冒泡，这会儿又迅速安静下来。母亲忙趁着这会儿等水沸的功夫，转身“嚓嚓嚓”把地里刚摘下的菜叶切好，又腾出手来从碗柜里取出两个碗，“哐当哐当”，再起盖，放了菜和盐，搅合搅合，很快，就给碗里盛面了。
In my birdbath beside hearth, ju hold clear water in both hands to go up toward the face, firm goggle, the mother has been in bowl chopsticks put away short a few on, exhort, “ took a side, both of you go again! ”
我在灶台旁的水盆里，掬了一捧清水往脸上，刚睁眼，母亲就已经把碗筷放好在矮几上，叮嘱道，“吃了面，你俩再走吧！”
In spite of oneself low brows, my piece ask for a favor, still enter word pharynx finally in abdomen.
不由自主地低下了眉头，我张了张嘴，最终还是把话咽进肚子里。
Actually, do not have breakfast in the home at ordinary times, I was used to early also.
其实，家里平时是不吃早餐的，我也早就习惯了。
The mother is taking care of the grandmother of be laid up originally, this morning specially hurrieds back come, did a face to give me give a send-off party. Final, I still am surrounded with father sit in short a few by, attract hot range smooth next abdomen. The mother does not have however, look at father and me to eat only.
母亲原本在照顾病倒的外婆，今早特地赶回来，做了面给我送行。最终，我还是和父亲围坐在矮几旁，把热面吸溜下肚。母亲却不吃，只看着父亲和我吃。
Eat finish, the sun also jumps out to hit an encounter, 35 skilled ground bind father tightened that boot, that is an exclusive boot in the home. I sit, father's dumpy leg raises a car, shift the support of the car with the foot slowly again former, this he seemed to still to step on more than usual a few offal, engine just gives out familiar “ sound of toot ” . The mother is unaltered still the “ adage ” before saying to go out every time, arrange my collar at the same time, did “ dress belt become enough? ”“ does not want a person to give a school gate to ramble on the weekend, insecure, know not to know ……” car was moved, she the question of that one a large bamboo or wicker basket has not asked.
吃毕，太阳也跳出来打个照面，父亲三五下熟练地捆紧了那只行李箱，那是家里唯一的一只行李箱。我坐上去，父亲粗短的腿支起车，再慢慢用脚将车的支架推回原位，这次他好像比往常还多蹬了几下脚，发动机才发出熟悉的“呜呜”声。母亲还是照旧说着每次出门前的“老话”，一边整理我的领子，“衣服带够了吗？”“周末不要一个人出校门逛，不安全的，知不知道……”车动了，她那一箩筐的问题还没问完。
Every semester is performing same play code, actor's lines is early ripe back at the heart. Go up in the county because of me high school, although leave home not far, but only period end just comes home.
每学期都上演着一样的戏码，台词早就熟背于心。因为我在县城上高中，虽然离家不远，但只有期末才回家。
And this, the feeling differs right-down however. Actually, that, eat the hair in my heart is acerbitily. Whole holiday, read plan, study plan is thrown by me after the head, parents also the detail that from pretermission I learn, they are very trustful I, every times the party between kin mentions the study of oneself child, they always are one face pride, learning of “ this child does not need us to worry about a bit, how had never been in charge of, he is very self-conscious ah ……” I feel in my stomach some heavier, the bagatelle in the home is much all the more still this year, my whats don't have a side to go up, whats were done. Wind “ breathes out breathe out breathe out ” ground in the future runs, take away to be not installed hard.
而这一次，感觉却全然不同。其实，那面，吃得我心里发涩。整个假期，读书计划、学习计划都被我抛掷脑后，父母也从不过问我学习的细节，他们很信任我，每回亲戚间聚会谈起自家孩子的学习，他们总是一脸骄傲，“这孩子学习一点儿都不需要我们操心，从来没怎么管过的，他很自觉啊……”我觉得我的胃里更沉了些，今年家里的琐事还格外多，我什么也没有帮上，什么也没有做。风“呼呼呼”地往后跑，带不走一丝难安。
Leave home before long, father starts to talk with grave always organ, “ forgot to take helmet, bring back highway edge to be bought again, it is busier really randommer. ” I became low lower one's head, hide in father's backside, slant the head sees him no longer the hair of be mingled with of photograph of that black and white ash, still have full marks / a bit clay that touchs on hair. Father sends me to go to school every time, can change a more creditable clothes designedly, but he always forgot carelessly to wash.
离家不久，父亲用一贯低沉的嗓音开口，“忘了带头盔了，带回到公路边再买吧，真是越忙越乱。”我低了低头，躲在父亲的背后，偏头不再去看他那黑白灰相夹杂的头发，还有满分/发上沾上的一点泥土。父亲每次送我上学，都会特意换上一套比较体面的衣服，但他总是粗心地忘了洗。
There is mountain only in viewfinder, ceaselessly face of in the future gallops, keep like me forth. Turn one's head, hope not to see a mother, have continuous rise only.
反光镜里只有山，不断地往后面飞奔，一如我不停地往前。回首，望不见母亲，只有连绵的小山。
The today's car in the county is much all the more. Father is sailing carefully shabby autocycle, had moved back and forth congested stream, come to branch road mouth, his phone as it happens rang. I draw out that screen to break early so that do not become the mobile phone of appearance from his pocket, how to press receive listen to key, the mobile phone is apathetic, although close machine also cannot, it is unaltered pulling voice to cry. I take out my new mobile telephone from the pocket, the number that shows on broken screen accordingly dials the past, father stops good car naturally to had received me to give the new mobile telephone in the past, a bit not wondering.
县城里今天的车子格外多。父亲小心驶着破旧的摩托车，穿梭过拥挤的人潮，来到岔路口，他的电话正好响了。我从他口袋掏出那台屏幕早就碎得不成样子的手机，怎么按接听键，手机都无动于衷，即使关机也不能，它照旧扯着嗓子喊。我从口袋拿出我的新手机，照着碎屏上显示的号码拨打过去，父亲停好车自然地接过我递过去的新手机，丝毫都不觉得奇怪。
Here weather is sultry, without that cool meaning in hill, it is Bacchic sound everywhere, cement ground is baked broil is hotly, sweat falls one drop down father's dark skin, disappear disappear.
这里天气闷热，没有山里的那股凉意，到处都是喧闹声，水泥地被烤得炙热，汗水顺着父亲黝黑的皮肤一滴一滴落下，消失不见。
Take bank entrance, very much middleaged man sits over, have 9 occasionally older. Their dress up and father as one used to do same, a pair of shabby “ liberate shoe ” , dirty the vest that defeats again and the inferior jeans that look so that see a mark, soil was tainted above. Pass through the hole of the dress, can see knowing early is new scar or old scar. And washed a face when them only, just see the furrow on the face that get Qing Dynasty. There are a few to laughing to make call with father in them, I know, father also is in at ordinary times their cavalcade.
走到银行门口，很多中年男子坐在那儿，偶有一两个比较年长的。他们的打扮和父亲往常的一样，一双破旧的“解放鞋”，又脏又破的背心和看得见痕迹的劣质牛仔裤，上面沾染了泥土。透过衣服的破洞，能看到早就不知是新疤还是旧疤。而且只有当他们洗了脸，才看得清脸上的皱纹。他们中有几个和父亲笑着打了招呼，我知道，父亲平时也在他们的行列。
They take work here, somebody will provoke vivid word, the likelihood has the income of more than 100, also somebody is not done a few days continuously on vivid. They also cannot work other, be known only all one's life and clay contact with. On their shoulder, it is oneself not just, have the old person of old, still have little child child.
他们在这里揽工，有人来招活的话，可能有一百多的收入，也有人连续几天做不上活的。他们也干不了别的，一辈子只懂得和泥土打交道。他们的肩上，不仅仅是自己，有年迈的老人，还有幼小的孩童。
I am wearing neat school uniform, carrying modern satchel on the back, follow in father back, in the stomach heavier and heavier.
我穿着整洁的校服，背着时髦的书包，跟在父亲身后，胃里越来越沉。
“ has kept, call to me on the weekend to moment not quite ” . Father's good check the amount money, hand with the hand like walnut carapace I. I hold my fair and clear and slender hand, be stupefied to did not receive the past in that temporarily. That only bulky hand is pulled remove me, put money earnestly in my control.
“保管好，不够到时候周末给我打电话”。父亲把清点好的钞票，用核桃壳般的手递给我。我攥了攥自己白净修长的手，一时愣在那没接过去。那只粗大的手牵起我，郑重地把钱放在我的手心。
Father and other parent are same, do not let oneself child lug trunk, same complacent look also is on the face. The parent can leave, send him to go doorway when, the station is in aside, when looking at him to resemble setting out in that way extremely launching a car not harmoniously. The voice of engine is very big, even if person wave is moved, roar sound also fails to cover the sound of engine, classmate and the security personnel at the door school are gone to here look, father appears very embarrassed, had turned uneasily head and my path are fastened, I walked along “ ah —— went! ” next I look at him to collect wagon flow, that sound is further and further also. Whats do I say without the mouth to finally, also do not know what to say.
父亲和其他家长一样，是不让自己的孩子拉行李箱的，脸上也是一样的得意神情。家长会开完，送他去门口的时候，站在一旁，看着他像出发时那样极不协调地发动着车子。发动机的声音很大，即使是人潮涌动，熙攘声也没能盖住发动机的声音，同学和校门口的保安都往这儿看，父亲显得极为窘迫，不自在地转过头和我道别，“我走了啊——走了啊！”然后我看着他汇入车流，那声音也越来越远。到最后我也没有开口说什么，也不知道说些什么。
I stand over, look at him, set out toward the direction in hill, with that road when coming, can have glittering and translucent Qing Xie, can have hazy Bai Wu, still have the …… of smoke from kitchen chimneys that wave in the wind
我站在那儿，看着他，往山里的方向出发，和来时的那条路一样，会有晶莹的青叶，会有朦胧的白雾，还有袅袅的炊烟……(文/李宗生)