Satisfy in instantly
满足在当下
Towards evening, cover with tiles everywhere four rising, the window of every building is stationed in a affectionate eyes, I think this is contented; Early morning, talk through old woman old man is being heard by the side of the street, the sound of butcher goes around busy streets, I think this is contented, from be indifferent to abhor with the regret. Contented, be in instantly.
傍晚，处处瓦肆蒸腾，每栋楼房的窗口驻着一抹深情的眼神，我想这就是满足；清晨，经过街边听到老妇老头谈话，小贩的声音跑遍闹市，我想这就是满足，从无所谓痛恨与遗憾。满足，就在当下。
School uniform incomplete of white leaves the mark of grey black, the mother is more than shout abuse, indignant sound shake gets garment horn to with a rustle quiver. I not backchat, just tighten room door lock, obstinate ground throws the dress into washing machine. After be brought up, boarding school washs the dress to also cannot become maternal liability again, as before white school uniform, black trace occupied half the sky by force rampantly however.
白色的校服残留下灰黑色的痕迹，母亲不止一次破口大骂，愤怒的声音震得衣角瑟瑟发抖。我不顶嘴，只是将房门锁紧，固执地将衣服扔进洗衣机。长大后，寄宿学校洗衣服再也无法成为母亲的责任，依旧白色的校服，黑色的痕迹却猖獗地霸占了半边天。
Come home on the weekend, the mother is staring at the trace of grey black, frown is one language is not sent however. I just slept to sleep in the evening, pleasant to the ear of Fu of Fu Fu Fu sees the mother feels the noise of the door. Look up look, the mother is doing the thing that aux used to does again, toughly the emergence inside washing machine of obedience of ground general school, borrowing slightly smooth, I see her eye edge extends a few grain, like the peaceful below moon tender grass. I am sweet sleep, cherish remove the past to never cherish, satisfy at the trace of the mother on white school uniform.
周末回家，母亲盯着灰黑色的痕迹，皱眉却是一语不发。晚上我刚睡下睡下，窸窸窣窣中听见母亲摸入房门的声响。抬头看去，母亲又干着过去常干的事，固执地将校服从洗衣机内脱出，借着微微的光，我看见她的眼沿伸几抹纹路，像月光下恬静而温柔的草。我甜甜睡下，珍视起过去从不珍视的，满足于白色校服上母亲的痕迹。
The exercise that blot out the sky and cover up the earth is just as constant stream, come out on software oneself, as if the tiger turn out in full force of one hill and piece, feral benefit claw makes a student bitter can't bear character. I look at the various task on tack hammer, desire phonate is cursed, see a newest news however. The dot leaves in light of, I see his sitting position is dignified, carry pair of full marks on the back / move camera lens, into pile data caboodle is by the side of the foot, press so that the grass on the ground cannot breath. First slightly low, the horsetail of efficient ases if slightly rock, answer and nib rustle delicate language. Her right, aerial is tumbledown, her before, it is hill, it is to hope to also look at never-failing hill.
铺天盖地的作业犹如不断的水流，自软件上传出，仿佛一山之虎倾巢而出，凶猛的利爪让学生苦不堪言。我看着钉钉上繁多的任务，正欲出声咒骂，却见一则最新新闻。点开来看，我看见他坐姿端庄，背对满分/着镜头，成摞的资料堆在脚边，压得地上的草无法喘息。头微微低下，干净利落的马尾仿佛微微晃动，应和笔尖沙沙细语。她的右边，天线摇摇欲坠，她的面前，是山，是望也望不尽的山。
The heart of be agitated calm, abashed feeling attacks a city to sweep past a pool, what qualification do I have to complain again? The study of bright and beautiful, the teacher is elaborate the course of transcribe, best condition, god is none miserly to me. I should be satisfied, those who satisfy desk lamp is bright, the faint scent of scroll.
烦躁的心平静下来，羞愧感攻城掠池，我又有什么资格抱怨呢？明丽的书房，老师精心录制的课程，最好的条件，上天对我毫不吝啬。我应该满足了，满足台灯的明亮，书卷的清香。
Abrupt prevents not as good as, one of seem empty cereal absolutely noisy, let person disappointed. In his youth in 18 years old sadly parting, have not enough time thick Mo Chongcai. The mother says because,she is by accident drink is poisonous milk and die. But my absolutely cannot be accepted, 18 years old, 18 years old of others greet exuberant expectation, 18 years old his are not had however soundlessly however disappear between breath danger. Our youth is jungly, it is barren mountain, it is the merry and lively of sun douse, it is heavy rain stands still boundlessly. But sound of sth astir that his youth is finally, do not have billows again from now on.
猝不及防的，好似空谷中的一声绝响，让人怅然。他在十八岁的青春中悄然逝去，来不及浓墨重彩。母亲说她是因为误饮有毒牛奶而去世。可我万万不能接受，十八岁，别人的十八岁迎来旺盛的期望，他的十八岁却无声却无息间消失殆尽。我们的青春是丛林，是荒山，是太阳泼洒的酣畅，是大雨磅礴的伫立。可他的青春是最后的一声响动，从此再无波澜。
Stood still before the window that day, I look at the setting sun to leave, sanguine embezzle everything. I tell myself, want all calms that give to the life to enjoy, satisfy forever. Because die, one piece be years only is signed, be blown possibly by wind at any time. And before this, I am taking have not to seek a that his of the face even, live well.
那天伫立在窗前，我看着夕阳离去，血红色侵吞一切。我告诉自己，要对生活给予的一切坦然享受，永远满足。因为死亡，只是岁月的一张便签，随时可能被风吹来。而在此之前，我还要带着未曾谋面的他的那一份，好好生活。
God bestows at my life and love, that is greatest satisfaction.
上天恩赐于我生命与爱，那便是莫大的满足。(文/林绮东)